Today, I find myself at another turning point.
I don’t know yet exactly where it will lead me, but I do know this:
- I need this change. In fact – we need it, as a family. For the past three years, we kept postponing decisions, sweeping things under the rug, looking for alternatives. We thought we were being rational, responsible, safe – above all for our daughters.
- I am grateful for all those “alternative” choices. They brought us to where we are now. And to this moment – standing once again at the starting point. 😉
- I am afraid. Of course, I am. But this fear is no longer only about me. Since becoming a mother, my need for safety and comfort has grown immensely. Like a balloon, it kept expanding until it began to weigh us down. Now I’m holding the needle, slowly letting the air out – because I need more space to breathe.
- I trust. I no longer get angry at myself for not being able to live “like others” – to settle down, build a house, follow the expected path. Work, weekends, vacations, holidays – and repeat. That’s not what I want. I want to live here and now.
- I feel gratitude. For my family. For my partner who walks beside me and supports me in every, even the wildest, idea. For a partner who also wants to live differently. Who is not excited by life in rigid patterns. And our children? They’re not an obstacle. They are part of this journey.
- I love my Reiki path. I know it is Reiki that guides me. I’ll share more about this later, but one thing is certain – there are no coincidences.
- I trust my path.
Because Reiki is love and trust.
It’s the ability to release fear and open up to life as it comes.
It’s the awareness that every situation – even the difficult ones – is part of our journey. And our task is to embrace it fully, with responsibility and gratitude.
